Venting??

Its been a long week. I am so done and I am so tired. Though I did get my almond milk yogurt today which thankful for and some good berries. I got some yesterday that were bad and wasn't even worth the trip and what I dealt with.

So early this week I went to out to get some things done. I went to Ulta get a makeup palette thats out on line but not in stores yet which I think it came out today im not sure. Tho I went to target after to get a few things, I went to back out and cart hit the side of my truck. Its brand new not even a year old and I have worked hard to take care of her. The inside is clean, the outside is getting cleaned professionally soon because im not allowed to was her myself. I thought all was good, because hit the bed of my truck and didn't realize it hit my door. So I text Wonder Woman and the All Father the nice little (about 4 inch) scratch on my door. I am beyond mad. I found out recently not many people walk to the passenger side to check for carts left behind. I also found out this week because I didn't walk to check its a legal liability and I am at fault for the "accident" when someone else hit my truck with a shopping cart. And no it wasn't mine I dont touch those nasty things lol. Wonder Woman typically pushes them for me. So I call the dealer to get it fixed and found out I had to file a claim thru my insurance. What I thought was minor is about 400 worth of damage and we need parts. Its getting fixed. Im just mad.

So after getting the estimate at the dealer to get it scheduled to be fixed, and on my way home I was going to stop at Target but I couldn't find a close parking place in general and 100 is to hot for me to walk any distance outside. So I just went to food lion and I never shop there. I got about 4 other places and its really a last resort. I just wanted to grab some berries and leave. Well im checking out and the lady behind the register comes around and starts rubbing up and down my arm looking at all my tattoos. Touching me. If I know you I have no problems with hugs and such. But someone I have never seen before in my life and just talked to for a previous minute was rubbing on me. I tenses up and kinda glared at her thru my mask and was a bit short with her after. If I know you Im totally ok with hugs. Side note I really hate this social distance thing because I miss hugs I really do. I dont know why this person had to touch my tattoos. I have actually before this never had any one physically grab me to look at my art. I get stopped all the time, I even got stopped at the dealer but from a distance. But please understand most people with tattoos if you ask nicely they will show them to you. You don't have to physically grab them to get a better look. Espically during a pandemic. My oxygen should be a clue I have a poor immune system. Not to mention I am in  a grocery store with multiple food allergies and I have no idea what you touched. I also shouldn't have to be either on blast for someone to respect a strangers boundries.

I have always said its all in how you approach me. I will explain my oxygen, my tattoos, and my health if you just ask nicely. I am all for education, and I love showing off my ink and proudly pointing at them going "thats my fave." I'll even tell you the story behind them. Except for my Rubes tattoo then you'll just get a "thats my baby." Rubes the Cat is the Queen Bee and she certainly knows it lol. Also also… is really that hard to put a shopping cart up?? Is it??

I guess I am going to get off of here and enjoy my coffee and play some video games.
Love Yall
~Poppet

Isolation life.

Its been awhile since I updated this. My life has been quite boring recently but whose hasn't?? I guess front liners to you I say thank you.

I have spent a lot of time in doors, I have done a lot of reading. Huge Stephen King fan. Tho I wanted to toss Pet Semetary across the room. Why?? Well... how dare you make me read 50 pages of a viewing, a funeral, and all the things the came with it, to be "all in his head." For that to be just a dream and the kid really was dead. I was so pissed. Yes I was emotionally involved with the book. I typically do. I also watched the movie, and was highly disappointed I didn't get the Mom's emotional dialog about how her sister died. It was well written it felt as if someone was sitting next to me telling me all of in their raw emotion. Fabulous author. The Shining is good but whatever, its sequel is fabulous. I also read Salems Lot recently to. Its marked as one of the scariest books to read but I didn't truly see it as scary but very good. Tho I have been obsessed with vampires for almost my entire life. Oh yes I was that Goth girl kinda still am. Wonder Woman calls me her vampire one because I do love them, two because I am highly sensitive to the sun and burn super easily. It also makes me very sick because I dehydrate so easily. Vampires is actually a blood infection that gives a person and very distinct look which is where this folklore came from. Oh yes, I dig deep into things.

Other then reading, and gaming of course I have spent a lot of time cross stitching. I have a Christmas present over half done and its only May, it'll be done soon I hope now that Super Adventure Box is done for the season, so I can start on the next one I have lined up. I also been doing yoga daily and thinking of getting into light weight lifting. Before my health took a huge toll I use to be a gym rat and loved weight lifting. And though I can't do what I use to do, light weights are indeed an option. I haven't bought any yet because yoga is something else I have done almost my whole life. I am not even sure how I got into it. Wonder Woman has always supported my weird obsessions so she always encouraged it. Some days I make it thru the entire work out, other days I tried which is better then nothing. Also with my Yoga I am trying to learn the balance of what I need to eat before hand, if I eat one of my salad which is a variety of fresh veggies my blood sugar tends to drop quite low, so I need the complex carbs. Tho yesterdays lunch was way to heavy but I didn't have the low sugar issues that came with it. Just to heavy for that early in the day.

Other wise all has been pretty ok, just taking isolation one day at a time, and sulking over the fact that I haven't had Starbucks in 2 months. My life hasn't really changed much other then my weekly trip to Starbucks and Target. And though I do NOT need to be drinking that much sugar, that large drink usually last all day.

But I must go and work on this cross stitch thats coming a long quite nicely.
Love Yall
~Poppet